When I feel sublime.
Today is not one of those days. This is one of those days that I wish God did not trust me so much.
Right now God is trusting me to not lose my cool when customers cuss me out. He's trusting me not to quit my job because of a hostile work environment (see the customers cussing me out above), fatigue, and missing my kids.
I am praying for strength. I am praying for sanity. I am praying that at least one of my customers will realize I am a human being and that I deserve to be treated like one. (I'm not counting on God answering that last one the way I would like.)
The day will be over soon and I hope I will get a good nights sleep. After all tomorrow will be its own gift.